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Chapter 11 Part 2
“Damn are you sure?”
Mackenzie nodded her head up and down with a grim look on her face. While waiting for Falen to come over, I invited Mackenzie to help me figure some of this shit out.
“Look, I know Kylie may come off as innocent and what not but…
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This can’t be happening. I must be dreaming.
I wiped my eyes a few times before looking back down at the phone but yet, the same thing remained.
Chris was indeed calling me right now and I was definitely not dreaming.
“Mommy are you okay?” Miracle asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine sweetie, finish your cereal.” I said trying to distract her.
Except I wasn’t fine, I was far from it.
“Okay.” She responded sweetly then began eating again.
Fuck, what now? My phone was still ringing and I couldn’t bring myself to answer it. I always told myself when this day came I would know exactly what to say except I know everything but.
Right before the last ring before it went to voice mail, I snatched the phone off the table and placed it to my ear.
My stomach dropped.
I haven’t heard his voice in so long it was killing me. My fingers wrapped tightly around the phone and I could feel the circulation in my fingers cutting off.
“S-Serenity are you there?” There it was again, that voice I grew so use to hearing day in and day out. That same voice that whispered “I love you” So many times over. That same voice that would caresses my ear at night with sweet lullabies and lustful fantasies of how one day we’d be together for as long as time would allow.
Now look at us.
My mind was all fuzzy and so many emotions were conjuring up with inside me that I said something before I could really understand what I was saying.
“You fucking asshole.” I spat with so much venom in my voice that I’m sure it stung him through the phone.
Miracle dropped her baby spoon and immediately raised her eyes up at me. Her eyes were big and wild and I knew I fucked up.
Like I said before Miracle is a smart kid and she could discern ‘good’ words from ‘bad’ ones, now she’s gonna tell Liam as soon as he gets home. She also likes to copy everything anyone says so I really need to watch what I say.
“Don’t you dare say a word.” I said pointing a stern finger at her.
I know she’s going to go behind my back and tell on me anyway, I just had to try it to see if it’d work.
Her eyes were still big as she nodded her head up and down and I could tell I kind of scared of her a bit. Shit I even scared myself.
Before continuing in my conversation with Chris I got up from the table and walked into my room.
“Uh, hi to you too.” He joked while laughing lightly.
I would of laughed along with him but I couldn’t. I didn’t find this funny in the slightest and he had some nerve calling me as if we could honestly just pick up right where we left off.
Obviously he doesn’t know what hell he put me through these past two plus years. But then again that’s Chris for ya. Always thinking that he can get away with some slick shit like this.
I am so pissed!
“Fuck you doing on my line? I can’t believe you.” I said now completely angry.
I imagined this conversation to be ten times different, but right now my heart was talking and I was not going to let my head get in the way of that.
“Serenity, please calm down. Why are you so upset?” he asked genuinely.
“Why am I upset? Why am I upset? Christopher Maurice Brown, I know your momma raised you better than this.” I couldn’t control the tears that were hopelessly falling from eyes right now.
“S-s-ernity please, don’t cry. Please.” He whispered the last word and I could hear his voice hitch.
The tears just kept spilling and spilling and I had no control over anything anymore. My body was shivering and I thought I was going to die. My chest was hurting and I could feel my lungs caving in.
Miracle had popped her little head in through the door and she was standing at the door entrance with one hand in her hair and the other in her mouth. I know she was trying not to cry and just seeing her standing there made me even more sad.
I tried to remove the phone from my mouth a bit so that Chris couldn’t hear me talking to Miracle but I think I failed.
“Come here baby.”
Miracle immediately burst into the room and ran over to me before leaping into my arms.
“Who are you talking to?” Chris asked.
“Nobody.” I spat.
He didn’t respond rather I could hear his light whimpers through the phone.
Miracle raised her tiny hand to my face to wipe away my tears and then planted a big kiss on my cheek.
“No more cry mommy, ok?”
“Ok hunny.” I smiled and kissed her on the lips a quick time before hugging her and letting her sit in my lap.
“You got a kid?” Chris spoke. I could hear little bit of pain in his voice.
“How old is she?”
“She’ll be three in a month, if you didn’t just drop off the face of the earth you’d know that.” I said.
“What do you want me to say Serenity!! I can’t change the past, you’re going to have to just get over that shit!” he said harshly.
Wowww. He has seriously lost his mind.
“You know what Chris, if you honestly don’t know what to say to me then get the fuck off my line and don’t call me again until you figure your shit out. Goodbye.”
I hung up the phone before he could protest anything I just said threw my phone across the room at the wall.
As soon as the phone hit the wall I let out a howling scream and I could feel warm tears slid down my cheeks.
Miracle was now screaming just as loud but I couldn’t care to much to stop her. I just picked her up and carried her to her room before laying her down. She kept crying but I didn’t care, she’d stop soon. I left her in the room and went back into mine and threw myself on the bed.
I needed Liam and I needed him now.
Slowly I climbed out of bed and grabbed my self phone from the floor. It had a few scratches on it but nothing major.
I punched in Liam’s number and waited patiently for his voice to come through.
“Please baby pick up.” I thought to myself.
After two rings, Liam had answered his phone.
“Hey baby what’s up!” he said lightly totally unaware of the shit that just went down.
“I-I…” I couldn’t even form a sentence without breaking back down and it’s bullshit that Chris is making act like this.
“What’s wrong, do I need to come home?” Liam asked with concern laced in his voice.
“Yes please.” I whimpered.
“Okay I’m on my way.” He didn’t even wait for me to say goodbye before hanging up. I placed my phone on the pillow beside me and wiped at my face and nose trying to control the water works that where now pouring from every opening on my face.
Laying here in my bed, just thinking to myself about what just happened has made me realize a few things. One is that, I indeed still love chris and I think that’s the reason why I’m responding like this. I think that my mind is trying to protest and fight against the love that is now emitting from inside of me for him but deep down it’s been there. It has always been there.
And that scares me.
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